Wonderful...

My cute cute bear!!!

My purse

My dinner today!

Webcam, bought by my sis,tx so much

Jagung Ping

Today is quite a good day lah...nth special...hehe...Morning wake up, then tidy up, then go to acc ttn lo..morning ttn leh...i wan have a sleep also cannot, hehe...but nvm la, can get knowledge is good de...hehe... emm..today abit blank... almost 1 o clock, then finish ttn leh..told b4 leh, i ttn acc is 4 hours leh, pening kepala...doink doink doink!!...We had plan tat go to uk..for shopping and also wait the time pass to english ttn at 4 o clock... Hmm...then while waiting my mum fetch me, and two fellow frends, fei ling and small sis kai xin.. then i keep think something...dunno y wanna think..hehe..stupid de me...then i go united johnco ( i know i spelling wrong) wakaka... to buy essay book, acutally buy is for wan to find my oral test de title, but dun have o... haha...then i juz buy only, manatau next time got use like tat, fan zhen til spm, can read de mah...hehe....then help my mum tapau again, for my house de 2 'big king', mum and dad lunch...then almost 1 something, we reach uk lo..meet some frend from different school.. then 1st thing i saw veli interested de is, a tmnet patung, hehe..real ppl inside the patung, walk here walk there, peace here peace there, so kawaiii le... but i no manage to take pic...coz forget leh..

Then I went to Da Wei Wang for my lunch...hehe..'Nasi Lemak'...i like there de nasi lemak..so nice nehxx...then after tat...kai xin keep wan go to medan drink jagung ping ah..if not mistake lah...hehe...then we went there lo...and have the jagung ping(me, kai xin, kwang ling), ABC(ru ying), have some fellowship there..then when i knowah jun is coming, i was veli excited, coz i waiitng my present from my sis, haha.... then a while then she came, yeahhhh~~~happy happy happy... saw her hand holding thing, i saw a webcam, wahh..so surprice man...hehe...happy till fly to sky o..hehe...tx my sis so much...then almost 4, went to ttn lu!!!

When back to home, i terus go try my webcam lu..then open webcam play with ppl..keke..38 de me...play with my sis too..then have a talk...today, so cham...see upstair de pic, tat is wat i have for my dinner..hehe..so kelian...but nvm lah..xi guan jiu hao...k lah, finish hear lu...lazy wanna write liao...good bye!!!

p/s: Today veli happy, can meet my frend again, have fellowship together, hehe...Thank for everything tat happened in today..thank God tat i Finally get my own webcam leh, hehe...Amen!

The song I like..

An old song, but is a nice song for me... can go find find and hear

Quite like her!!! pretty and cute...

王心凌: 爱的天 国


有谁能够告诉我
时间的海多深
你和我的心明明曾经是相爱的
是否你还听的到
我呼喊你的声音
为何我有种靠不近你的心情 越来越不能够相信
生命之中没有你
好象天国没有美丽的嫁衣
为什么在我的眼睛 总有预感将要下雨
就算走在人群里也觉得好孤寂
为什么在你的眼睛 我看不到你的疼惜
难道爱已融化在时间里 有谁能够告诉我
爱的天国多远 你和我的梦是否可能会实现
越来越不能够相信
生命之中没有你 好象天国没有美丽的嫁衣
为什么在我的眼睛 总有预感将要下雨
就算走在人群里也觉得好孤寂
为什么在你的眼睛 我看不到你的疼惜
难道爱已融化在时间里
为什么相爱的原因
随着你转身的离去
爱的天国已遥不可及

Blog from 22 and 23 April....

War memeriol there.. and flower that given by those 'Ah Mo'

'tian guo jia yi' nice movie

Prinsip Perakaunan

Book mark

Sandakan-Ranau Death March

Today will be a long Blog, keke... because Is two day de Blog le..

22-04-2008

Today i can wake up late..coz i can go school at 10 o clock, no need wake up in the early morning...hehe... cool man~ but i still wake up very early..coz my Kai Xin, she come my house early in the morning..then we chit chat chit chat till the time come...9:30am lke tat..then ah nic , kai xin, and me when to school... Coz we wan go to the service at the LABUAN WAR CEMETRY.. go to there by school bus leh... hehe... 2nd time i sat the SMKL school bus.. this is the Borneo Exhibition and Eduction Group INC, Western Australia, led by Mr Ryan Rowland, in conjuction with ANZAC day comnemoration...got 4 school go to this service leh..from SMKL, St.Anthony, St.Anne, and small st.anne, mean primary school de.. See many 'Ah Mo' o...i also manage to take picture with few of them came from Australia ans two students from sandakan...and also get some present from there...later will share some photo at the above there...then when i went back then go tapau 'cha sau' rice leh...hehe... long time did not eat liao lu..wakaka... then when go back house, i terus sleep, is too tired liao...then night when to ttn...really veli tired..when i go back home, then almost 10:30pm something then i sleep liao lu...zzzzzzz..this is my day...

P/s: thank for the service that i attened, let me remember back again...the important day tat mean to us... hehe...

23-04-2008

haha....wednesday... like biasa in school lo, nth happened la..so bored in school... the most fun is see ppl play hoki, yeee...so fun o see ppl play..keep laugh.. some ppl veli rude, see like very easy, but play is veli hard... then i juz at there see and see ans see lo, coz i wear baju kurung, so teacher say dun wan let me play, later i fall down..then cham lo... hehe..then go to the class that i hate veli much...BIO BIO BIO..haizzzzz....really stress man... the teacher tambah lagi 2++ juz go back home leh...then go back home...terus watch dvd title call '天 国 的 嫁 衣', 天 国 代 表一 个 不 能破 坏的美 好跟幸福. It is a veli old movie, but now i juz see leh... this movie, really veli touch...i watch the movie from afternoon till night..watch till 1;30 am...in the morning...wakaka..coz next day no school lah..so can sleep late lo and can wake up late too...i can see till cry..its a nice movie la..although it was like very jia jia de...hehe.. K la, till here, gonna stop leh...hehe...upstair have some pic to share share...

p/s Hope everyone has a nice day..happy happy De live everyday...

21 April 2008...

1stly, i wanna wish my friend Happy birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOSES...hehe...

Today everything is quite ok, God had answer my prayer.. everything is ok... Today juz hava many homework to do, and 2 ttn, so busy nehxx.. no time for me to sleep at afternoon.. Today, suddenly keep beg my mom buy a bicycle to me o..I really hope i can own a bicycle o..haizz..but my mum how also dun let me buy... I wanna pray hard for it.. I really like bicycle so much..


I go read a ppl blog, haizz..i really feel like wanna forgive, but my heart is really hard to forgive him, he hurt me so deep, he make me and my frend have a gape, he make me cry, he make me wei nan, he told me no frend do, he make me sad, he really make me hard to forgive him, i think this is the 1st time, is hard to let me forgive a ppl... actually for me, i really veli easy forgive a ppl, coz i will juz think tat is a small thing, so no need to care so much..but this time, veli different! haizzz.. i M sorry too..maybe i also got wrong, but something u r wrong, but u taught u r right... i really also hope tat i won lost u this frend, but is late.. is veli late..i already lost u this friend... regret also no use...


ok la, Tomorrow, i only need to school for half day only...wooo~ it is fun man.. got some visitor from other country here to visit labuan..and our school interact club is involve too.. can meet some frend from other school..is veli happy too...and also got 11 student, from there, australlia, hehe...
ok la, today is quite short... becoz bz and nth happened too today.. i gtg lo, going to bath.. got chemistry ttn today!!....

Is SUNDAY!!

IS SUNDAY!!! haha...today is quite a happy day and quite a nervous day...hehe..y happy nehx? coz is sunday..time to go to church!! go church give me a feeling tat, 'i m safe'...hehe...nervous leh? hmm..is coz i got Postal Quiz today!! I had revise start from Monday-Friday..sorry coz juz like no prepare de.. Forgive me Lord..hehe...While waiting Ivy come and fetch me this morning, then i still keep read read read, so that i can get good result, I really hope i can get good result de.. dun wan fail.. I still remember last year, my result juz only 38% marks, so low..and it was Fail man... so sad... so I have a target this year, the result must be higer than last year one dE! hope can do it... Almost 9;30, then ivy reached my house, and we go to church...


Hahaha, today is Bishop preaching...He is really cute and funny...always make joke one de.. His sermon is taken from ( Luke cp 5 vs 1-11) After church service, then had lunch with my family at 'Ah Ban' haha.... my mind juz thinking of the postal quiz only..really scared eh.. then keep take out the book of acts and see see see, hehe... after finished my lunch, then back home..also keep read, really too nervous!! haha.... i also got pray to God, peace my mind, so that i won tat 'Luan'.. then i take a short break..then is the time to exam leh.. I take my exam in my bk teacher house, when i get the exam paper..i was blank, but slow slow, then think back something..then started to do... i was veli gek of one thing, that is the name of the garden that God make for Adam, haizzz...i forget wat the name already.. i go put Elden...the answer actually is Eden, haizz..coz of one L..haha....nvm la, past liao..still got next year..hehe...


When it is 4:30, then i went to my acc ttn..class tambahan.. coz May exam is coming soon..hehe...today learn about buku tunai, i keep confused about the PENGHUTANG & PEMIUTANG...hehe..so blur..confuse!! but still ok la.. After ttn, then went to millimewah and back home... Then have my dinner outside again... Then when i think back i got wat homework to do, i juz reliased tat i have many homework havent done yet!!! haha...form 4 really become veli busy liao... Hope to have a good rest!

p/s: I thank God for today, tat i have a wonderful day..the postal quiz is past, although i really got many 'chu xin', but i try my best already... I m sorry for what i had done in daily life if i do wrong, forigve me Lord. Juz wanna say, THANK God for everything!!!!!

Happy day!!

( It nice)

early in the morning wake up le, no school aso have to wake up so early..8 o clock i wake up jor..hehe...coz haveing a acc ttn..four hours... In ttn, feel veli tried o..keep wanna to sleep, but i stil can listen to wat teacher teach lah.. It is hard, but is fun too lah..interesting ya!! After finish ttn, then go uk with my friend..like long time no go out liao...hehe...After that, still got one Bi ttn lah...u see!! sei mou? wakaka...till 6 o clock..

After my daddy fetch me, then i rush to my room, wanna change shirt or wat, coz going to church..for induction service of rev wong by Bishop.. I am happy to see Bishop, his sharing is cool and funny...always make ppl laugh one de..keke... KONG Xi rev.david wong... i borught a new t shirt, i like it so much...super like..i like the bear bear hehe..i show u the picture upstair de...k la, gtg..will update de..

For ( 18 April 2008 )

This is wat i drink in qq, its cup is veli special.. the taste is good ( Ice Lemon Tea)


Haha...yesterday was kinda bz la..no manage to update my blog..emm..let me think back 1st.. Hmm, in school that day quite ok la, nth special, i found that there are still many friend care about me.. I m so sorry, always give u all see black face.. haizz... God, i found out, it hard to forgive a ppl, that hurt me so much.. haizz..



Afternoon, decided to go excersice one de, but haizzz..after eating my lunch with my family, then feel got abit lazy already, feel wanna be 'pig' leh, got wat i mean? gg... when i went back to home, suddenly see viviana( mY cousin) say she is going today!! 8:50 flight lagi tu..adeh deh..i terus phone her lo, then say y like this y like that? haha...then we come out have some last fellowship b4 she go to kl..hehe... chat alot too lah... we went to qq have our yam cha..keke.. tx for belanja us..but actually is we yang belanja de u de..pai seh pai seh..next time la, faster come back.. Wanna say sorry here, night cannot go airport send u, i m sad actually... a laughter ppl go again..hahahaha...



At night leh, watch tv..after watch tv till 10 o clock, then i went back to my room, then i continue to read the book of acts, becoz this sunday is have a exam, postal quizz... wuuu... really scary, but i really hope i can get good result, i will do my best to finish all.. and undersrand it, coz i miss a lot a lot of class...so tat, haha....then after tat, chatting a while lah, then, when it is almost 12 liao i think, then i go to bed to sleep.. because next day have acc ttn... four hours o... x.x ..haha...night night..zzzz

A veli Sad day for me! (17 April)

Time go very fast, is the Third day i post My blog... Yesterday night, i was hard to sleep..still thinking all the problem that i had faced this few days... I pray tat God can give me a new day when i wake up.. I really hope when i wake up, it will have a new life for me! I can happy happy go to school, nth to worried so much. In the morning when i wake up, after brush teeh, clean face, change uniform, i was telling myself tat, must have a great smile, so tat, when i go to school, can juz like nth happened....


In the morning when i go to school, i was asked and adviced by my one friend, telling me wat the right and wrong, what should i do... Early in the morning, it had came across a big rain to me only... I just tahan, but at last, also haizzz...really ambressing, i told myself, if i cry, i will lost, and represent i'm weak.. What thing nehx? Yesterday night b4 i sleep, when finding my friend list, suddely saw a guy msn personal msg wrote something that let me angry, ( Not she dun wan me, is because i dun wan play the game, say himself wei da again, oh no, 1st time saw u guy like this, haizzz..really juz think of himself..One word- SELFISH)... But my friends really dun understand me, think i got wrong, is who started this thing 1st? Do u all know what i m thinking? Everyone have different kind of point on doing any decision, what u had told me, i understand, but u all never ask me? u wil say i never told u all, but haizz..if i told u all, u all juz will tell me is i did not say clearly, really dunno how to say, this also one of the reason i really cannot communicate with u all. Nan dao the guy No wrong ma?


In school, I know tat everyone say my face veli 'DARK', i think this is the 1st time i like this, last time de me, not like this, is always laugh laugh laugh one de, ppl also say me siao siao de, but this few days, i think i really like changed to another person, a scary person...Somehow i can know some friend is really, haizzz.. do ppl do so "jia"...(A Boy) really know his true person is how.. God helped me, peace my mind, i wan a peaceful mine.. I reallly dun wan to think so much.. I wan to study good good, for my exam now!! In the name of Jesus, AMEN! Everytime i will juz wait for the time to go back home, so i won feel so stress! In school, Veli stress man! haizzz...


Then afternoon, when to bk class stand for Bible Knowledge Class, long time din go le, manage to talk with one best friend about my problem, my heart also feel ok ok liao, then i cool down myself and started the class...learn alot bible knowledge and story, hehe... i also manage to play with jed jed, aunty's son...so kawaii de..hehe...


p/s: I thank God, i stil have those friend that veli care me, although not tat closed, Thank all of them so much and veli much..Thank god that i still have some friends....

Is me think to much?

wuuuu... I really person like to delay..hehe..actually wanna started write at 3pm after my lunch. Have maggie as my lunch leh, long time no eat maggie liao. Say back to the main point, i feel tired then go rest while waiting my mom wake up go to utama jaya..hehe... at utama jaya , it is very scary leh, i heard like got the boom sound ( dit dit dit dit dit dit ) like wanna explode liao de sound o...then when my mum wanna pay for the bil, the kaunter suddenly like sot sot de...like no electrical..tot wat nehxxx...scare myself only de..pai seh eh.

Today wake up late lo, actually wanna wake up at 5:30 so tat i can make my breakfast to school de, but no manage to wake up, 6:30 juz wake up, gek sei.. I really xi guan wake up tat late liao, already put alarm clock already, but stilll tat late wake up, really cham de me..must change this atitude liao...

Then went to school lo, haizz...still feel the feeling insides my heart....wat happened to myself? say i left out also no ngam, say they left out me, also no ngam, haizz...dunno lah...juz be myself lah..interpendence, when wanna go anywhere, they also won wait de, i think even no noticed me are not there.. if me, i will wait for them, keep ask where r them? but me for them, like not in their eye, i wat also dunno de... I can help them so much, can hear their xin shi, advice them, but, did they ever think about me? they never pay attention on me? i can laugh laugh laugh with friends, but also have a time is sad, and veli down de time, but u all abit also noticed, i really care friend so mcuh, Today and yesterday, i think is the time i less talk with them.. this is becoz i really hard to face them? i suddenly like no topic wanna talk with them... sometimes even like got thing hidding... i also dunno lah... No one understand my feeling? I feel veli ..... nothing to describe! haizz... Fan Fan Fan!!!
( I really had heard something when she talk with him, but the ignore!) maybe i think so much?
Is it all because 'I THINK TOO MUCH'....




My prayer: Father Lord, plsss heal my heart, i really need a friend to accompany me in my life...friends is very important, y i will feel so hurt, y i have this feeling Lord, while seeing other friends can better than me with my friends, i really feel very ( xian mu) Y their friendship can that good? haizzz...take away my sadness in my heart Lord.. In the name of Jesus, AMEN.

Learn how to write a blog!

Wahhhh...finally i can do my own blog..but my english is veli broken lah..haha...

seeing so many ppl makes blog and write their daily life intersting thing or special thing, and can see ppl write their feeling in their blog, i also feel is the TIME to make a blog for myself, so tat everything happy or unhappy thing, i can write here, so tat my heart will feel better.... Past few days, feel feel feel veli unhappy, i also dunno wat happened to myself..maybe i think too much or wat lah...Madeline ah, dun think so much..think positif..pls pls pls...Lost a frend! I think frend is more important in my life.... Its true man!

Wanna share about yesterday, i dun hava skool leh...so happy..have holiday, can rest more and play more!! keke... i went to meet up with my zs, haha...have a nice talk, big business lah!! wakaka... Juz wanna say..everyone have different kind of thinking...but my zs have remind me alot of thing, we muz care wat ppl think, is more important, but i feel i really hard to do it, coz i dun wan to think so much, so tat i won think more. If i think more, then my mind will veli veli veli de blur blur..blur blur like sotong..also she taught me too..wakaka..funny de ivy! then after tat, ivy bring me,happy and viviaba to her mum's shop to take lunch, wuuu...yummu yummy..love there de good eh... Then after we finished our lunch, we had a small talk a while, then happy talked talked about something tat remind me, we must OBEY the word of God.. When on the way back home, keep think and think...hehe... Then suddenly think of sunday overcomer de sharing, i think i really need to pray and to let God show me his way..haizzz...

For today nehx, at school, haizzz...kinda sad man!! i think is the thrid time liao...keep happening in me..dunno is i think so much or wat..as i tell my one frend, i tell her..i m sad, keep have those undescribe feeling... Is me left out or they left out me? FRIEND!! I think friends really importat to me, but we dunno which frend is really trusted or no? i really confused! Y i cannot live a happy day with friend...i really hard to face them... Maybe is i think to much..i also hope i think so much... I got best frend, but they r no same skool with me lo, sadness...they dun even noticed i am behind of them!! haizzz...

p/s: (FRIEND) True good friends are hard to find, difficilt to leave and impossible to Forget!

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a life.

A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace.

And makes the world we live in a better and happier place.

Friends, you and me.. You brought another friend...

And then there were three.. We started our group...

Our circle of friends...there's no beginning or end....

This touches me!!!!

Friendships are like flowers,

They grow with time and can,

Stem into something very beautifu.

If u don;t take care of them,

They will wilt away...

Let ur friends know how special

they are today and everyday of your like...

Friendship really like a flower..once each of them hurt someone or fight or no take attension on them , they will hurt their feeling and they will veli unhappy and feel down, juz like a flower tat is wilt.. a die flower! Tat wat i know!!!