做人难啊

今天的主题就知道我有要来发泄了。。
人啊，真的是很难懂得。
为什么人可以那么的大变化。
我真的很不喜欢那种感觉。
不清楚，忽然就被不理不睬。
但是有时候又对你好， 真不明白。
有时心里就真的很难受。
但是没有办法。这就叫现实。
谁呢教我这么做？

爽啊

当一考完试，我的心里整个很爽了。没那么压力了。
超超开心的。。 我还是要谢谢老师的帮忙。她真的是帮了我们整班哦！
可以看到很多人都去谢谢老师！
她真的很棒！有得赶另一个assignment啦，就可以玩一下！
好期待要回我家啦！！！ 哈哈哈哈
再见啦

我不想让她失望

OhMan, tomorrow business law exam. Just finish accounting exam and now business law.

Really so tired! Business unlike accounting, just need to know the formulate. Business Law have many term need to memories and apply in exam. 很不一样的！So scare tomorrow. But tomorrow will be my first time taking exam at night! so cool! after that I need to rush my BIS assignment which due at this friday 11.59 PM. Going to crazy soon... I need something to release my stress! back to business law topic, just like what i share my testimonial in my cell group, I really thanks God that I have a very good good good teacher, i do not know how to describe this teacher, but she is super super duper duper good. She is the teacher that I met who very care about her student. I super duper thankful have this teacher in this subject. In fact, this subject is very hard, but she put alot of effort to let us understand and teach us the way to under.!!! ^^

k, i need to go to do my revision. 我不想让她失望。

I miss my family.

I very miss home. Homesick.

As you know me, I always complain I dun want to be at here. I m tired of here. I hate degree. There is a lot of thing need to do, just as my lecturer said, degree no more spoon feeding, yeah, that is true. DEGREE NO MORE SPOON FEEDING. Unlike foundation, we still assist by our lecturer. And then all the assignment is so rush, dun have clear instruction at all.Another thing, sometime I really dun understand, why that is something can make way easy, people take thing hard. sometime they dun think for us, no offense. I just see from my surrounding, through a lot of people. Sometimes I will tired of seeing this, just do not what to do.

我很无厘头

哈哈，今天的主题就知道我做了什么笨笨的事情了吧。哈哈。
昨天啊，和朋友们一起出去，去弄一下printer然后去吃饭。
我们先去了银行， 因为soo yee要进支票，但是没有那个bank in slip.
我就去按钱，因为看到皮包没有钱了。但是我用钱好像水那样。。 但我也不懂花在哪儿啊。
我竟然把我的atm card 当着是ic. 我还问我的朋友为什么我的卡一直被推出来啊，
我就去第二个mesin去，还是不能按钱。然后，我的朋友才发现到我用了IC来按钱。
他们都笑翻了！真丢脸啊。感谢主幸好我的ic没有卡在里面，不然我就完蛋了。我想就要等到明天要银行的人帮帮我了。
呵呵！2011 最愚蠢的事！

不想！

我不想在这了，我来是读书！我不想再有多的压力。不是我不想试，而是我没有这个能力。请不要用我生命中最总要的人是无来压我！希望能明白我的感受！不要逼到我完全不要来这里了！

感谢主

I really thanks God. I check m Turnitin, which is a system that checked how much we plagiarist from internet or anyone else. This system is so so so scary lah! like having heart attack while waiting for the result. Yesterday jiu get my result already, but i still sha sha there duno i get liao or not. only this morning Andrew call me, I just know that the result is there. I really thanks God, but a little fear about the final one actually, i scare the system sot liao! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRR, IT IS SO SCARY! This system make me wake up so early!!!!

停电哦!

大家晚安！好像有人在看那样！今天终于把我的功课做完了耶！很高兴！但是很多东西要在做。我现在还在等的答案啊。
到了晚上啊，就没电了，本来要煮东西的，但有点懒惰，又没有电那样，好可怜啊，但我去吃了我最爱的新家波鸡饭耶。好好吃。然后阿，又去了KFC陪我朋友！我们很幸运的是今天啊，在那边有节目，有那个KFC的CHICYKY哦！超可爱又活泼，但是有点过头，好像喝醉了哦。但他还是很可爱。不但那样，我也破费了，买了一件衣服，还满喜欢的，多谢我可爱的JANE帮我获取了好康。应该就只有几个人懂！今天我还满不幸的，我电话啊，跌了三次哦！好可怜哦。又傻傻那样。好奇怪。是不是暗示要买新电话了啊？呵呵！

可爱吧？呵呵！

现在的心情：好像去一个地方THAT能买很多衣服啊，鞋啊，包包啊！
现在的天气：下好大的雨啊！又打雷。很恐怖！

回来了!

是时候更新我的部落各了，好久好久都没写了。开始点怀念。。我好想念我的家乡啊！也很想念我的家人。我在这里没有姐姐了，还真的有点奇怪。我会学习这么独立。我也很庆幸还有一位 housemate陪我，不然会很恐怖。最近都很忙。忙着要快点做完功课。这次真的很难了，比去年。真的要很努力努力才行。我希望时间快点过，我很需要放假来透透气。
在这儿啊，我开始煮饭吃了，但是多数都是罐头啦。不然就煮快熟面。。 这就是我的生活啦哈哈。不多说了，有空就会多写。拜拜！




我最爱的，always ibu mee goreng.

咖喱牛肉和我最爱的菜

回家了！

Finally I'm back in my hometown, Labuan.
Actually back at Thursday due to just back home, alot of thing need to unpack, so did not update my blog. It is good to be back here, no more book, no more stress, no more house-chore to do. (but i will try help out la da go lui jo). But so sad is my KL trip have been canceled liao. Damn sad. I hope that I won fa mei here. I wish all my friends come back, so we can hang out and yam cha every time. Now, going to appreciate the time at home rest as much as I can. cause too much energy use during the final exam. Will update more.

Last day for tomorrow.

Unbelievable tomorrow going to be the last day of exam,
but I have two papers, Malaysian study and Commerse Math.
I have no idea what to read for Malaysian study, I just aim for pass.
I dun really like to read history since I was young, it is really suck because we need to memories those people name. And that does not use when we come out. Ok, its fine for primary and secondary. But university also need to study Malaysian Study. It is so crap. While Commerse Math, teacher have expectation on me, but I do not know I can reach the target or not. After tomorrow, I am going to be free. I am going to play liao, do not need to face the book anymore. And until the next year. Truly, I am going to miss my friends here. They are adorable.
Ok, I need to go now. Two papers left, I need to do my best too.

Love,Madeline.

feeling unwell!

Not feeling well from yesterday, cut hair myself and the hair go into my eye!
Damn pain.. Thank God I manage to take out the hair from my eye, it is so tiny.. I keep korek korek the eye.. Imagine how pain.. Besides eye, cause crying make me flu. then cannot sleep. keep wake up from sleep. then in the morning,, stomach ache. Haih. Is this the symptom of exam coming? God please bless me. I wanna a good health, I need clear mind to face this exam. Please guide me. Amen.

p/s: Going back labuan very soon. I miss my family. And I wish to go KL.
I hope everything can goes smoothly.

study like crazy mad.

have been study for few day. I really wanna to be a mad people. I really hate study. My mind going to explode. I so wish that exam faster approach. I wish to go back to my hometown, enjoy and the most important ,i don need to use so much mind to think. Monday is almost there, i hope i can attempt all the question. At least can answer. Father Lord, help me,give me wisdom,that can turn my mind here and there, first day going to be accounting. This really need turn here turn there, in the name of Jesus, amen.

Economic Make Me Down!

Exam is real coming soon. Its next week, and i start my revision. I do not want to be last minute and regret. I had promise myself not to open the computer, because once I open the laptop, I will automatically log in into face-book and waste a lot of time there. But I cannot make it. I failed to do that, it is weird if I did not log in to face book. My mission failed. But what can I do is to work hard. Today woke up, then go to school website, and log in to moodle to see any lecturer have put the internal mark yet. When I log in my first thought is economic, because actually I really like this subject and I really do my best on this subject but I realize even thou I put so much effort, my mark is still that low. I am really disappointing, this make me cannot concentrate on my revision at all. How come the mark so low? Haih. I really think about it. I care. but things cannot change, I really need to work hard on the final. Luckily is pass, if not I am going to die. I need to eat the book. I wish the final can help me to score.

Actually I Have Feeling!

My title look like I am angry, but the truth is I'm not angry at all! My feeling is refer to the Sem is going to end like this. Today is our last class, the real class, not including the revision class. Today while we are taking picture all around, I feel I feel my heart is so unhappy. I feel that I am leaving other people, some people going to study abroad, some I cannot see her again! Sigh! I love the moment with all my classmate even-thou we are not that close yet but I do love all of them. They bring memories to me, the let me feel the life of Uni life. I appreciate it so much. I love the way they are. I feel crying. We are going to separate one day, I hope everyone do well in future and happy happy!

p/s: my phone is back, damn happy.

Thank God!

Is almost exam, and need to book air ticket to go back Labuan.
Actually this thing should be done earlier, must be done before the price of the air ticket increase. I really thank God that the price of the air ticket decrease, so amazing. It should be increase, but the price decrease now! I so amazed. I just went to my friend house, dinner and study, and we talk about the flight ticket. I was saying that I wasted my parents money, because I so late just book the flight ticket. But now, wah! so so so amazed. Thank God, I really thank God! I'm not wasting my parents money.
Exam is around the corner, I think I will not blog until the day I back to Labuan.
and start my blogging again! Love, xoxo.

The truth!

I just want to run away!
I do not want to live a life like this.
I want me, I dun want people to control my life.

嘻哈牧師~Jaeson Ma

I am so amazing of his testimonial. I found this one is a strong one. And now he is a pastor. I hope people can know about his testimonial, and more people to become a christian. I wish I can be like him, share gospel to people.
God, use my life to share your gospel, use me. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

LuLu in the House!

yoyo, lulu is in the house... she is one of my ji mui.. yesterday she came from labuan to Miri for a dinner.. then I meet her up, because I desperate want to see a labuan people, so that I can feel home... I really very happy to see her... I miss her so so so much. and love her so so so so much... There is she! enjoying shopping, and she found her love handphone casing. she like it so much. Hope you enjoy thou only fews hours.. Come again next time ya!

love,
Madeline

What is love?

What I can say is regret of making decision.
I know it will no lasts.
Sometimes I am enough of the pattern that towards me.
I do not feel pain anymore.
I think is time for me to make a choice in my life.