回家了！

Finally I'm back in my hometown, Labuan.
Actually back at Thursday due to just back home, alot of thing need to unpack, so did not update my blog. It is good to be back here, no more book, no more stress, no more house-chore to do. (but i will try help out la da go lui jo). But so sad is my KL trip have been canceled liao. Damn sad. I hope that I won fa mei here. I wish all my friends come back, so we can hang out and yam cha every time. Now, going to appreciate the time at home rest as much as I can. cause too much energy use during the final exam. Will update more.

Last day for tomorrow.

Unbelievable tomorrow going to be the last day of exam,
but I have two papers, Malaysian study and Commerse Math.
I have no idea what to read for Malaysian study, I just aim for pass.
I dun really like to read history since I was young, it is really suck because we need to memories those people name. And that does not use when we come out. Ok, its fine for primary and secondary. But university also need to study Malaysian Study. It is so crap. While Commerse Math, teacher have expectation on me, but I do not know I can reach the target or not. After tomorrow, I am going to be free. I am going to play liao, do not need to face the book anymore. And until the next year. Truly, I am going to miss my friends here. They are adorable.
Ok, I need to go now. Two papers left, I need to do my best too.

Love,Madeline.

feeling unwell!

Not feeling well from yesterday, cut hair myself and the hair go into my eye!
Damn pain.. Thank God I manage to take out the hair from my eye, it is so tiny.. I keep korek korek the eye.. Imagine how pain.. Besides eye, cause crying make me flu. then cannot sleep. keep wake up from sleep. then in the morning,, stomach ache. Haih. Is this the symptom of exam coming? God please bless me. I wanna a good health, I need clear mind to face this exam. Please guide me. Amen.

p/s: Going back labuan very soon. I miss my family. And I wish to go KL.
I hope everything can goes smoothly.

study like crazy mad.

have been study for few day. I really wanna to be a mad people. I really hate study. My mind going to explode. I so wish that exam faster approach. I wish to go back to my hometown, enjoy and the most important ,i don need to use so much mind to think. Monday is almost there, i hope i can attempt all the question. At least can answer. Father Lord, help me,give me wisdom,that can turn my mind here and there, first day going to be accounting. This really need turn here turn there, in the name of Jesus, amen.

Economic Make Me Down!

Exam is real coming soon. Its next week, and i start my revision. I do not want to be last minute and regret. I had promise myself not to open the computer, because once I open the laptop, I will automatically log in into face-book and waste a lot of time there. But I cannot make it. I failed to do that, it is weird if I did not log in to face book. My mission failed. But what can I do is to work hard. Today woke up, then go to school website, and log in to moodle to see any lecturer have put the internal mark yet. When I log in my first thought is economic, because actually I really like this subject and I really do my best on this subject but I realize even thou I put so much effort, my mark is still that low. I am really disappointing, this make me cannot concentrate on my revision at all. How come the mark so low? Haih. I really think about it. I care. but things cannot change, I really need to work hard on the final. Luckily is pass, if not I am going to die. I need to eat the book. I wish the final can help me to score.

Actually I Have Feeling!

My title look like I am angry, but the truth is I'm not angry at all! My feeling is refer to the Sem is going to end like this. Today is our last class, the real class, not including the revision class. Today while we are taking picture all around, I feel I feel my heart is so unhappy. I feel that I am leaving other people, some people going to study abroad, some I cannot see her again! Sigh! I love the moment with all my classmate even-thou we are not that close yet but I do love all of them. They bring memories to me, the let me feel the life of Uni life. I appreciate it so much. I love the way they are. I feel crying. We are going to separate one day, I hope everyone do well in future and happy happy!

p/s: my phone is back, damn happy.

Thank God!

Is almost exam, and need to book air ticket to go back Labuan.
Actually this thing should be done earlier, must be done before the price of the air ticket increase. I really thank God that the price of the air ticket decrease, so amazing. It should be increase, but the price decrease now! I so amazed. I just went to my friend house, dinner and study, and we talk about the flight ticket. I was saying that I wasted my parents money, because I so late just book the flight ticket. But now, wah! so so so amazed. Thank God, I really thank God! I'm not wasting my parents money.
Exam is around the corner, I think I will not blog until the day I back to Labuan.
and start my blogging again! Love, xoxo.

The truth!

I just want to run away!
I do not want to live a life like this.
I want me, I dun want people to control my life.

嘻哈牧師~Jaeson Ma

I am so amazing of his testimonial. I found this one is a strong one. And now he is a pastor. I hope people can know about his testimonial, and more people to become a christian. I wish I can be like him, share gospel to people.
God, use my life to share your gospel, use me. In the name of Jesus, Amen.

LuLu in the House!

yoyo, lulu is in the house... she is one of my ji mui.. yesterday she came from labuan to Miri for a dinner.. then I meet her up, because I desperate want to see a labuan people, so that I can feel home... I really very happy to see her... I miss her so so so much. and love her so so so so much... There is she! enjoying shopping, and she found her love handphone casing. she like it so much. Hope you enjoy thou only fews hours.. Come again next time ya!

love,
Madeline

What is love?

What I can say is regret of making decision.
I know it will no lasts.
Sometimes I am enough of the pattern that towards me.
I do not feel pain anymore.
I think is time for me to make a choice in my life.

忽然的奇怪

Well, today my first point going to be LeeRoy!! Hehehehe... I am am am so happy finally have the chance to take picture with him, because he is presenting his presentation, so take this chance to take picture with him... He is really a friendly and funny guy.. I like his attitude and his gentle too.. I happy also because this is one of my wishes too, to have a friend with a black guy. and I have a picture with him! Will be a memorable day! I know I m SOT and CRAZY, but is cool to have a friend like him. Hey, wassup?? Hehehehehe... I am crazy!!



He is the man!


This is the video that he teach us how to dance African dance! He is damn cute!
Sorry to make your head pain, for the video is other side! =)

After class, then have lunch and then continue with my group economy case study meeting. Met so many problem, it is really complicated, but I think nothing will hidden us to make this right! I wish there is no obstacle in this presentation.. this is the last presentation, and I want to make it good. Wish nothing wrong on that day, God give me wisdom on how to present well to my lecturer. After a long meeting, then we actually wanted to play Frisbee,, but at the end, we r playing monkey catch ball game! because we shy and do not know how to play.. Hehehe.. funny le! I think I might be too tired, no mood at all for the whole meeting, feel like explode! Hope everything goes well! =) God bless everything in my life, He is the main power in my life!

Tomorrow will be a good day.. KFC with classmates and a lecture, and I can meet LULU, my lovely sis, I can feel Labuan now!

依依不舍

Opsss, after all my busy assignment, I should appear here, but too busy to watch movie, so lazy to write already. Today when I boring think of what month is today, just realize already November. NOVEMBER!!! So fast already November already.. Time passed really fast like the rocket... I wish to go back home, I also wish to stay here because this sem really make me more happy than the first sem and is memorable, because I have friends. The first sem I did not have friends, maybe i shy,hehehe.. so always go school, then back home. If got meeting, just stay a while, then faster back home just as Soo Yee told me. Last time I did not mix with them.. But now, totally different, I with all of them are so good already start from the sem, we always together, and started to form group work together. The reason why I last sem did not mix with them, because I fear, my first time away from home, so I want to go back home fast. When I heard what Soo yee tell me about how am I last time, I feel so funny. Now, I am different, I mix and talk lot. Become the real me! But one thing I still struggle, before I came here, people also say me sha, I now come here, people also say me sot sot de.. 张的那么高，还像小孩子.. Hehehehe.. Duno when my childish style when can change... We not going to meet each another for 3 months lo... Hope that when we come back, we are still like this sem, play together, eat together and laugh together. =) Going to appreciate the time left. Exam also around the corner! Going to work hard, to have a flying color results!
I still have my Econ case study presentation next week, hope everything will go well.. Hope Steafan will not ask us hard question, hope that he will good to us, give us good mark, 我的分数已经被你弄底了，dun pull down my marks again.. Please. done for today blogging, going to prepare my point for tomorrow meeting with my group-mates, I love them.

Today is not a day for me!

Today, I really feel something no right.
I was so unhappy today.

1. Early morning class, been ask question by my tutor, and I could not answer with a good answer. How damn! from very good drop two column to average, I prepare well, but then still get this mark. When the moment he ask me the question, my heart just like stop for a while! and feel like what, what should I answer, you normally dun ask like this, and feel that you are bias, and you let me feel that I duno what to do.

2. Do Accounting project, I have no idea how to do put the excel thing to the Microsoft word. Still in progress, hope that can do a nice one.

3.After SY, Wen Zhi and I done compile all the thing, we went back to school to find teacher, to ask is it the correct way or not? but my tutor is not in.

4.Wanted to find my ECS teacher, she also not in, need to ask about tomorrow presentation. but she is not in. =( I'm worried about tomorrow, is 40% presentation, I dun hope to screw all things up!


I want to thanks Soo Yee for helping me to complete my presentation, she going to be my assistant, who help me distribute paper, my exercise model and the good thing is give everyone a drink of orange juice. I just hope everything will be fine tomorrow.
God, I pray that You will always beside me, lead me to talk to my classmate and tutors well, have a fluent English, which I do not have, and take away my shame and fearful heart. Bless me in everything tomorrow. Amen.

Experience

Today wasn't a happy day for me. Because finally I get the call for the KL phone shop, which repair my handphone. I do not know whose wrong and who should I blame, but I just know know, the KL people keep think that she is an angel, which help me solve my problem, but the problem does not solve. and I wasted RM150 to repair the phone, but you cannot solve the problem. And now you told me that the money cannot give back, so take back again? I need to wait how long Miss? i waited for so long, borrowing people phone, but u told me give back again and check for me again? what if the problem cannot solve? the money you still have it? mean that I just give the money for no reason. I'm so regret. I angry not because the phone cannot fix it, I angry because I make trouble to my Mum, I'm feel sorry to her. she need to take le, test le, then spoilt again, give back again. And she paid the money with no good service. How come? How come? Please fix it faster and give me back, the we PEACE k?

p/s: I almost scolded the people for not responsible on this matter!

Excited day!

Very happy today. One presentation is over. Left 2 more. Next week gonna be ECS presentation, which also like final examination. I'm going to do on healthy lifestyle. Tomorrow going to meet my tutor to do it better. I wish I can do well. Quite nervous because is alone, no one accompany anymore. But however, I need to do so, so cannot fear. God always with me I know! Besides that, today I went to Sushi King again, because of the promotion, this is the second time in this week, feel so great and full. Really so nice! I'm loving it, not MCD, but SUSHI KING! =) Now rushing Accounting report, gonna due next Friday and then ECS outline need to give tutor see tomorrow, and and and Malaysian Study exam going to pass up too next week. See! Everything come in 1... sadness. K la, that all..

Love, Madeline.

Presentation

I'm nervous like her now.. I now preparing the script for tomorrow Accounting presentation. My first time here present with an opening speech! Abit nervous, because I have no confident, and people not really can understand what I'm talking. But still, i need to do my best. I know God always there helping me! I sure can do it! after that then can enjoy. I wish the presentation come fast, and end fast. I just wish I can do my best to this project. We are introduce our fashion clothing. THEE.. My favorite if u know me well. I hope everything goes well. So wish that Malaysian study class will cancel, but impossible la. I damn HATE Malaysian Study. Is kinda waste of time! What can do, I'm a Malaysian, I think every collage need too.. Fine! All the best to myself.. =)

Happy and also =( day..

Firstly, I wanna to wish Andrew Happy birthday again here... He is the birthday boy for today, we celebrated with him in school and we went out again in afternoon for sushi, since sushi having great PROMOTION! I'm a fans of sushi king. I love SUSHI so much... Having fun with my classmate... Play all we can today, because we going to start busy again from tomorrow. Damn sad! =( Wish everyone of us having fun eat and chit-chat and shopping. And yeah, happy happy! I finally bought a ankle boot in my life. The feeling is so great, because normally the size of my leg is unavailable in market. TOO HUGE!! Have fun today really! LOVE!

The reason why I am upset is today our Economic exam paper had given back. When I see my result, my heart was heartbreaking. I dun expect this result, because i work hard for it, but still cannot manage it, but I know my wrong too, because I did not check properly, or read properly. I will double check again next time. I dun hope the same mistake happen twice. But I still thank God for the result! I know i done my best. Just let it be. Thanks for Natalie for the advice. Heart her so much. You know that. Hahahahaha...

Going to work hard for these few weeks... All presentation is coming in real soon..
This wednesday gonna be our Accounting Presentation! Our group is selling Forever 21! Wish we can do well! Jia You! and to the others too..

Bye,
Love Madeline

I miss my phone so much..
How come they have not done repair yet?
I think my phone cannot save liao..
wish to get CSL blueberry if it really cannot work.
THEE....

LOve,
Madeline.

My new EXPERIENCE

I have to start my life in miri again.
Is a new environment to me, I need to catch up everything again!
sigh! Not really happy, because need to study.
what can i do? just need to work hard.
haiz... so sad!
yesterday just reached Miri,
stay with my sis and our house is empty wa!
the water is so cold! aduh!
hmmm.... today went to school for orientation.
met some friends... luckily i still have someone to ask.
forget to bring my offer letter. (i'm not prepare yet)
went to school tour today, and went into group.
get my student pass. now resting. nth to do.
happy that i got time to rest, no need whole day stay in school.
My life is not easy anymore, 5 sub for 1 semester. opss.
I need to work hard, and be smart.
I pray that God will guide me everytime. Thanks God.
and thank for friends too. so that i won alone.
That all for the 1st day in Miri.

p/s: I miss my family, friends and kwang kwang.